I just had a moment

With myself. I dunno. I’m just really trying to change myself in positive ways, this staying up is what I needed I think. Got some good advice from an online friend. I’m glad I met him, he’s so confident in himself even though he’s a bigger dude like me. I’m just, I don’t know. Want to be more like that. Sad that this world has to be so big, I’d love to meet so many people.

I'm always lonely

After a while you learn to tune it out, but it gets bad every now and then. Thank god for jazz, makes it more bearable when it gets bad. 

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fox-orian:

Click the image to go to the fullsize! Easier to read.
A big ol’ tip on drawing cities from street-level. The drawings are pretty crude, (I did them very fast,) but I think they get the point across :) I’m sure some streets like in the first example actually exist in the world, but why would you choose to draw something so boringly bland?
Remember! Observe these things in real life as you walk around! This tip is just to make you aware. By observing in real life, is how you can really make it feel real!
Hope it helps you out!

fox-orian:

Click the image to go to the fullsize! Easier to read.

A big ol’ tip on drawing cities from street-level. The drawings are pretty crude, (I did them very fast,) but I think they get the point across :) I’m sure some streets like in the first example actually exist in the world, but why would you choose to draw something so boringly bland?

Remember! Observe these things in real life as you walk around! This tip is just to make you aware. By observing in real life, is how you can really make it feel real!

Hope it helps you out!

Shit

Today’s one of those lonely days. 

So tsundere ; w;

So tsundere ; w;

:B

I need to vent but I’d rather not do it on gaia or facebook.

I can’t fucking stand liking you. Your face makes me smile every time I see it and I hate that. You don’t want me and that’s fine, you probably did at one point but you’re too damn fickle to stay on one emotion for too long. I just wish you didn’t spend so much time on me. Staying up until 6 in the morning with each other for those couple months. All those little games we played… you stalking me and vice versa. It was all fun for a while. And then I don’t know what happened, I did something wrong or you realized you didn’t like me like that… whatever the case. But I wasn’t over it. I was still all in.

I think things changed when he came along. All of a sudden you didn’t have time for me or your friends, then you started talking about him nonstop. I found out I was the jealous type (which really really bothers me), haha go figure. To be honest, I got the hint then but chose not to acknowledge it until now. Now I feel like such a fool for this, for wasting my time… .

And now look, you got yourself hurt. What goes around comes around? No. You just set yourself up for that, because deep down you want to feel bad. I hate to see you like this but what can I do? Nothing. Just give me back the last couple months of my life back and we can pretend we’re strangers.

Amazing.

Amazing.

Pure perfection.

HI JOE

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well look who got on tumblr today :3c

Oh lol, I check this every couple of weeks to see what I missed. I still don’t understand it. :@

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